A few weeks ago, my friend gave me this song, Yovie and Nuno-Merindu lagi. She gave me that song coz she said my situation were kinda the same like the lyrics of the song. Well, we never know when we gonna fall in love. Even, many things have happened in my life but instead of it I've learned that life wasnt so easy after all. Too many things we need to sacrifices to get what we want in life. But no matter how I hard, I still can't find what the definition of LOVE..what I got is nothing. Now, I'm being too careful, to fall in love with anyone, coz I'm afraid I'll be depressed again. Huh, so hard to be human right? Got feelings to take care about, wish I've no feelings..thats will be much better. But in other case, being emotionless, really a serious problem, that means u cant appreciate little things anymore. But I admit, that I still love my ex-bf, even I was so stupid to let him go, but that time I'm too young, cant make my own decision, But people said we need to let go the past, and starts a new life. But when we love someone so much, we'll know how much pain in forgetting the memories. Just one thing, that can make me cheer up, MUSIC...I love it so much, without it I maybe have die...hahaha. So, this is life, like it or not, we must get through of it. My mission right now is to complete my training to get my diploma. What I can say is, this training kinda torturing me, but it fun...
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